at exactly 1.28pm [mind you, that's time i found myself waking up] my world shattered:

my bracelet, the one i have worn for 2 years, 2 months and three days, bade me goodbye... i want to holler out a cry for justice!!! all i did was sleep!!! why did it break????

i am very, very attached to my bracelet....

i never took it off and it never broke before!!! why now when i need it's security???

it reminded me of the past.. the part i couldn't bring myself to forget..in it lies all the memories of happiness and sorrow... with it lives the broken promises...

i felt it hard to let go.

a girl falls in love with a boy because he listens to her when she speaks, and remembers what she said a month ago. love is sparked by the little things--- the quiet word, the gesture of compassion, the look.

it's the small things, not the big ones, that stay implanted in your heart.

what the eyes cannot see, the heart can feel. and whatever the mind forgets, the heart will always remember. the ordinary things are the highlights of our life, they are the very things that nourish and sustain all the big blessings we already have and hold.

i held on too long, too much. i have been unfair... even with my heart set on a new love, i held back. putting off a part of it aside.... unwilling to forget.

as i hold the broken chain of promises, of dreams, of hopes... and the love we once had... i realized: i have forgotten.

finally, i felt mysef let go. touchè.