Monday, August 29, 2005
i can't do nothing.
okay okay, so i'm superficial... i can't write anything good!!! i've been in this state for almost two days now... and it sucks... i don't have anything in mind! perhaps my lack of hatred *which magically disappeared* is causing this...
come on guys... bear with me while i spill this crap out okay!??!
anyway, i can't really update you on my life, for that matter. and to all those pricks out there raising their eyebrows: GET THE HELL OUT. someone cares and i'm loving it. as i look so much older, so they say.
damn, it's cold. must turn up temperature in room. *beep*beep* temperature down.
[i told you i can't write today. i just reread what i had typed and IT SUCKS.]
i am perverted. i thought i'll never be... haha! but hey, it's not the perversion you think! haha... i'm just subconciously plotting one's murder... and smile.
hmmmph. i am so overrated. i'm left here, at my house, for the loooong weekend due to a test in a certain subject in a certain university of a certain country. in lamens terms... : MAY TEST AKO NUNG SATURDAY KAYA DI AKO NAKASAMA SA OUT OF TOWN NAMEN!
waaa... i am such a whiner.. i haven't eaten a homecooked meal in two days! actually, the phone and i have been very good pals... he has a speed dial to yellow cab, mcdonalds and jabi... haha... JABI... haha...
i'm getting sick of fastfood. be back in a minute... gotta throw up.
*okay, so i didn't actually throw up, but i'm imagining it*
imaginings and whatnot. i feel so conceited these days.... though i like it. haha! my insomnia is way, waaaay worse than last month's and my anorexia, on the other hand, is getting along just fine. have eaten three full course meals in two days... whooowee! though the meal included:
1. chopped salad
2. chicken fingers (straight out of the box and into the microwave!)
3. mashed carrots (baby food)
4. steamed veggies
and for dessert:
5. BETTER THAN SEX CHOCOLATE CAKE FROM GAYUMA!!!!
haha... i loved it! it was soooooo delish! haha... and it says it's better than sex??? hmmm... better take a second opinion... haha...
i haven't read a good book in ages! omg... hai, anyone who has a book i can borrow???? contact me okay??? haha... loan me something GOOD.
i am trying to shield my eyes now... they sting...
i am still trying to find a fun thing to do! i can't possible die without doing something fun!
*excuse me while i freeze in the sun as thoughts wander from my mind to the vast sky of life*
oh---kay.... i have to stop typing now. i suck.
yukichiyu screamed her lungs out at 3:02 AM!
