I dont know how many times I have ran out of water in my system.. dehydrated.. crying everytime your in my head.. i dont wanna think about you but your stuck in me.... I miss the days I was laying in my bed... talking to myself about you.. it just makes me complete.. It's just you in my senses.. Sneaking behing rooms and shadows just to sleep with you.. Maybe that's the craziest thing that did for you.. But now, I just have think about it... I miss the days I can feel you in my skin... When anytime I can hug you tight and dont let go... Those were my days.. Just one more time and i'm goin' to prove it.. I'm gonna prove to you wrong that I can live without you... coz' definetely I can't. And I wont. I wish I could bring back those days... I wish there were those days I thought I should I have controlled my grip.. never letting go of your fingers... all this time we argued why I don't want to hold you tight and wrap my fingers but now... even if you hold my hand.. guess what?!.. guess you wont have them again coz' I wont let it go.. Not until you say yes... Not until you say you love me again.. and not until you 'll say your willing to risk. Everyday I see you far beyond.. I see you in my dreams.. Guess I have to lie down.. Think of you until I fall asleep... Dream of you and those days... And when its time for me to wake up.. It's you again.. Just You.. Only YOU.. hehehe.. yan... gago diba.. kasing gago ko?! wala na akong mailigay. susunod na lang ulit...
yukichiyu screamed her lungs out at 6:52 PM!
the imperfectionist *
yukichiyu
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okies?
i'll be there...
tsktsk..
