i love the limelight. i love chocolates. i love the color black. i love bitches and bastards. i love body art, piercings and tattoos. i love mystery. i love losers. i love the internet. i love money. i love the people who dare to be different. i love the underground. i love the music of kiss and metallica. i love nighttime. i love the moon and the stars. i love the midnight sky. i love alternative rock. i love push-overs. i love to raise an eyebrow to all those pricks out there. i love chaos. i love war. i love anger and hate. i love revenge. i love being weird. i love the people who dare to be weird and are proud about it. i love science, chemistry at most. i love ultraviolet lights. i love my contacts. i love the 1960's. i love dressing in the dark. i love to look at the 102 ocean avenue, amityville. i love to kick ass. i love to prick someone's bubble. i love being naughty. i love being the hell-bearer for all men. i love nightmares. i love being traitored.
i love everything. everything but you.
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i have a knack for guitars. i have a dozen stuffed animals. i have tons of black shirts, pants and shoes. i have to get all i want. i have to be the worst in all aspects, positive or negative alike. i have the worst karma. i have the sickest soul alive. i have the greatest self-criticism. i have the best recipe for mushroom soup. i have an unlimited supply of negativity. i have the greatest record of pessimism. i have a bad attitude. i have the worst case of drunkeness and intoxication. i have too many problems. i have friends who love to hate me. i have friends who hate to love me, too. i have the worst judgment of people. i have a very bad eyesight. i have one-fourth inch thick glasses.
i have everything. everything but you.
****** I LOVE BEING DIFFERENT.
****** i hate sluts and whores. i hate people who have an extremely high superiority complex that they're just "too good" for eveyone else. i hate posers. i hate jack-asses. i hate those who think witchcraft is satanism. i hate people who criticize me. i hate comparisons. i hate thoughtfulness. i hate "conyo". i hate pretentions. i hate traitors. i hate liars. i hate superficially acclaimed "idols". i hate fuckers. i hate untoward kindness. i hate kindness. i hate judgmental people who think they know me oh-so-well. i hate karma. i hate living. i hate the day. i hate sunshine. i hate forgiveness. i hate normal people. i hate the color red, green and brown. i hate society. i hate egoistic people even if i'm the biggest ego-maniac in history.
i hate myself for being me. a generous martyr. a forgiving angel. a psycho. one hell of a person, too complicated for your minds to contemplate.
