Wednesday, December 22, 2004
There is this day that I saw myself lying so soundly. As the moon washes the world of pain. With its b bright light shimmering like day. Trying to recall every moment. Trying to surpass every time we’ve been with each other. Only your name I can remember. My world is indeed narrow. It is enclosed in your world.
I remember the promise that I’ll bring you to the secret garden. I know this place will connect our worlds in our own dreams. As I was saying, it’s only you I always remember. Looking up at the sky I’ve never forgotten you. My heart still wanders for your arms. Maybe to the place where two worlds meet. Maybe to what’s left the secret garden. I’ll never forget you. Even if you forgot me, it’ll be okay. Even though I know, It will make me like I’m a dead person. Why ?Still wondering why you doubt me What have i done wrong to you What's wrong with me How can i prove to you i 'm trueYou won't let me know you You always close up when i ask Now i don't know what i should do Can you help me, May i ask Help me understand you Don't keep me here hanging.
You know that I LOVE YOU Believe me i am not just passing You know everything I tell you every single detail about me Can't you do just the same thing I hope you could do it for you and me I'll understand everything in your past Why don't you try telling me My love for you will always last Why don't you believe me Why can't you just trust me I love you and will never leave you I know that you tell me you love me Sometimes i don't feel it that you do But no matter what i will Always love you still Never leave you Co'z i love you !!!
If Only You Knew...how many times I go to sleep with you in my mind...that everyday that I'm away from home I achewithout you by my side......how much I need to hear your voice......how much I need to feel the warmth of your touch......that I long to see that beautiful warm smilethat brightens my day evertime.If you only knew... ...how much a single phone call from you means to me......that everytime I'm feeling alone and weak,all I have to do is picture your faceto make me feel strong again....that ever since the very first day we met,although I was unsure of who you really were,I always wondered if one day we would meet again....that when that day came that was myonly opportunity to get to know you...If you only knew... ... my dear......
I'm sure glad I did.NEVER.
Never say i love you
If you really don'y care
Never talk about feelingsIf they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you are going to break my heart
Never say you are going toIf you dont plan to start
Never look into my eyesIf all you do is lie
Never say helloIf you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
Then say you will try
Never say Forever
Cause forver makes me cry
I HATE ITI
hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind. I
hate you so much it makes me sick --
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh --
Even worse when you make me cry. I
hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you --
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
just walk on by,don't make me care,that loving look,thats not fair.i know i love you,thats why i am so scared,incase i lose my one,but it's like,if i keep back,then that can never be done.I want to break loose,stop worrying so much,just to be content with your reassuring touch.i have saught,i have found,but now i hide,deep in the ground.my confidence is at a low,i don't want to let you go,yet i don't want to let you near,losing such a love is something i fear.but here i go,i will walk the line,out in the open,working with time.you make me strong with you i feel complete,with you theres no suchthing as defeat.now you have seen my soul.you have seen the real me,with you i will always be.and no matter what 'it is better to have lived,loved and lost,then tohave never loved at all'.
"It's a lonely walk,no one for miles to see,just me.your not there anymore,you chose to shut the door.you said you loved me,that i was your one.but now the damage has beendone.i asked you to be true to me,i said i don't want to be hurt.look what you have done,now you treat me like dirt.you gazed into my eyes,you saw the true me, i let you into my mind,my heart,my soul. to be with you forever,was my goal. how could you lie to my face?you left me in the dark room of despair,how could you leave me in this place?. do i mean nothing?was it all just a game? all your excuses are so lame. well,it's over now,done with,through.i am sick of crying over you.i am letting go,saying goodbye. you shattered my dreams,you broke my heart,you watched my pain,youdid'nt care, sorry but thats just not fair. now i am gone,do you hear?there's nothing left for me to fear. i lost you once and now you are losing me. it's now time for me to be free".
I've been dreaming for so long
To see you smile right back at me
From where you areI've been wishing for so long
To see smiling back at me
Like I'm somebody special
But as I aged and as I changedI left it all behind
Cause now your calls seem kind of mellow
Will I run to you
Even If I'm losing hours
Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep
Even If I'm slowly fading away
I've been down to long
Yeah I know
I know cause the radio's been playing that same old song
That same old song
About this regular guy
With regular hopes
And regular dreams gone stale
Coz he doesn't know where to go
We can find another break time to sit and talk a while
I'll be your queen and you'll be my king and we'll be dancing all night
But its getting there, its getting to me and it's tearing me apart
Cause he doesn't know where to go
Will I run to youSaw a picture of you
Midnight ashes turned to blueI never that you knewWell I don't know
Someday We'll share this cigarette
You and me like we used to
Outside the dark parking lot
Where you told me life happens
Once you close your eyes
You had to go soon
The roses didn't reach full bloom
Well I never thought that you newWell I don't know
Someday We'll share this cigarette
You and me like we used to
Outside the dark parking lotWhere you told me that life is just not fair
yukichiyu screamed her lungs out at 6:40 PM!
